[CDsDontBurn]

if i died right now? probably.

would anybody still care a year later? not sure, but all things point to no.

meh, time moves on, and time heals all wounds, and as time moves on, so does life.

time however, will not be able to cure the scars and everybody will still remember me for who i was....

[Geminiwave]

what the hell?

CDs, what are you talking about???

[Geminiwave]

dude im sorry you're feelin down, but please let everyone here know that this indeed is not a suicide note (for everyone else, Im talkin to him on AIM and its not a suicide note)

[CDsDontBurn]

omg gemini. lol. no, it's not a suicide not peoples...if one were to exist, it already would.

i have alot of shiznit going on right now and it's been putting me down quite a bit lately.

[zaim]

keep ya chin up mate!

i've been feeling like shit for a while now.... but i've set a goal to buy a new car, and that's been keeping me happy lately =)

A MAN NEEDS A NEW SET OF WHEELS I SAY!

chin up.

[CDsDontBurn]

i find temporary happyness in materialistic items. once i have it, and know what it does, i go back to the same slums i was in.

i don't want temporary happyness, i want to always be happy. seems to me though, that it won't be happening anytime soon though...

[Falstaff]

CD if your feeling helpless, down or powerless or simply bummed out, talking to someone face to face helps a great deal. Surely there is someone that can help you get some perspective, or even be a worthy companion. I have never been really depressed personally. I have always worked with unfortunate or disabled people that need my help to become independent. I felt so fortunate and I guess I count my blessings. Perhaps you could count yours as well. Do some personal inventory and focus on what you can change, what you cant change you must accept, and have the courage to change those things that you can, and move on from where you are emotionally.
If that doesnt work mate, or your not satisfied at first with trying to cope, find professional help or talk to clergy. A little spirituality goes a long way, even if you dont believe in God. I learned the hard way only when I was faced with the prospect of someone trying to kill me or shoot me. My service in the military convinced me that we all have brighter futures somewhere else as long as we drew our azimuth from our present position on our life map and chose a course in a new direction. The undiscovered country might be your own soul, your own grasp of your place in this world might change. I know it sounds corny, but your fellow members here have all been through so much and we can all give you examples of how we survived or overcame something difficult. But you need to talk to someone you respect, or love or believe in. Strangers are okay I guess, but be wary.
We all have to accept change and sooner or later we all must make difficult choices, the least of which is getting off our butts and moving on emotionally. I have loads of suggestions mate, but if you dont have a goal everyday or in the near future to improve something, achieve something or just taking a break, you need to make one...sometimes that can be the light at the end of the tunnel.
Hang in there.

[PangingJr]

what kind of question is that, CDsDontBurn?,
i think i have seen you like this before, so are you always or often having bad feelings or feeling down about things happening around yourself?
if yes, you need some or some more discipline in your life, and if you think you already had that, then you need professional help.
or otherwise you will always have this same feelings that you have now about yourself, it is a matter of more or less, and this is based on my experience with a few kids i used to take care in the past years.

[BlueMak]

This is how I see things, and it helps me, so perhaps it will help you too.

To answer with a single word, depends. If you have kids, parents, people that depend on you financialy or emotionaly, then yes, you will be missed. If not, then you will probably not be missed, at least not in the way you (I think) mean it.

For happiness. The more I tried to achieve happiness the more I couldn't do it. The reason is very similar to what you mentioned earlier about materialist items. You spend all this time and effort to reach a goal so difficult and so up there, that when (if) you do manage to reach it, you say to yourself, "that's it?".

I have found the trick is to enjoy the small things. From a nice launch, to a good fart. From a fun game, to some sex. Going out and enjoy the sky, look at it, don't think anything, just look at it for a couple of min.

You also can try to locate what you want. What is it that your heart desires, not to make you happy, but simply desire. If you set a broad goal like "be happy" doom is in the way. Think small, that way you will be able to achieve big.

Oh, and have low expectations from life, that helps. Or better yet no expectations. Just try to do what is the best for you for any situation, or at least, the most fun.



No one has to agree with the above.

[Zardon]

you guys think far too much, get out there and enjoy yourself instead of moping around in a bedroom. Do something productive or create something, sure way to help ease the blues.

You ever get that power supply we sent you in the competition CDs?

[CDsDontBurn]

Originally Posted by Zardon

you guys think far too much, get out there and enjoy yourself instead of moping around in a bedroom. Do something productive or create something, sure way to help ease the blues.

You ever get that power supply we sent you in the competition CDs?

lol, you're right .

and yes. that was incredibly fast shipping from DHL! i thought it would have taken like 3 weeks for it to have gotten to me . i have it sitting here on my floor. i'm going to wait for my next build to put it in. i'm content with my current rig's OCZ 520w PSU .

oh, and am i getting voted on to get the gold award?

[Geminiwave]

Originally Posted by Zardon

You ever get that power supply we sent you in the competition CDs?

speaking of material happyness...heh heh

yea I agree I think you should get out there and not worry so much CDS

Life is too short. Besides you're still damned young to be this dark.

[mainman]

Cd's stop talking shit man. Go out, have some drinks, enjoy the sun and get some fresh air and you'll feel better.

[OmegaRED]

Give him the Gold award before he gets all dark and angry like Emo Spiderman.

[Falstaff]

Yeah CD...dont stay inside and toss off all day...go get a life mate!!!

[Zardon]

Originally Posted by CDsDontBurn

oh, and am i getting voted on to get the gold award?

well if it cheers you up, you got it. and you are back in the extreme lounge as well.

Now for god sake cheer up and try and be more positive, you seem a smart enough guy so don't let the system drag you down.

[Falstaff]

Z, this will not stop him from tossing off all day long...
there should be a moping member avatar...LOL..
yeah okay...
I'll shut up..

[OmegaRED]

This "extreme lounge" sounds perverted. I want in too.

[Zardon]

congrats omegared and cdsdontburn